Day 08 → Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit.


I must admit, in my short life *snigger at all the oldies* I have not really been through so much trauma. Yes, I did go through emotional bullying at school during my matric year, however it does not bother me now, I never think about it, and I don’t feel that it has impacted my life.

I have had a series of events that have never really had anything to do with people making it “shit” but that they were simply “shit” themselves.

Yet, to please this topic I have searched long and hard, and have finally come up with an event.

In grade 8 I think it was, I was friendly with a group of girls called Stacey, Eve and Sharlene. As happens with friends, we drifted apart, however, with me attempting to hold onto the last shreds of our friendship, while they pushed me away with a hard a force as they could. They would fight with me for stupid things, like Sharlene had a whole big fit with me for “humming a song off-key” and so forth. Absolutely ridiculous.

Obviously this brought about feeling of utmost despair, and worthlessness, neglect and abandonment.

At that time I did not really have another group of friends to move on to, and felt completely alone. I still have not found out what it is about me that they really did not like, and why then? I still see them sometime, and will say hello to be civil, yet I am not interested in pursuing a friendship with them. The group of friends that I became friendly with, were the most amazing people,w ho never judged me and were as completely whacked out and weird as I was. I would probably say I was the sanest of them all :).

So, although they shattered me for that period of time, I have no regrets. For without meeting my new friends afterwards, I would probably be as stuck-up and snobby as they are.

So I guess I won in the end anyway.

Yup, karma’s a biaaaaaaaaatch!

Love.Cybelle

Day 01 → Something you hate about yourself
Day 02 → Something you love about yourself
Day 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself for.
Day 04 → Something you have to forgive someone for.
Day 05 → Something you hope to do in your life.
Day 06 → Something you hope you never have to do.
Day 07 → Someone who has made your life worth living for.
Day 08 → Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit.
Day 09 → Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.
Day 10 → Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.
Day 11 → Something people seem to compliment you the most on.
Day 12 → Something you never get compliments on.
Day 13 → A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days. (write a letter.)
Day 14 → A hero that has let you down. (letter)
Day 15 → Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it.
Day 16 → Someone or something you definitely could live without.
Day 17 → A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.
Day 18 → Your views on gay marriage.
Day 19 → What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
Day 20 → Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 21 → (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
Day 22 → Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Day 23 → Something you wish you had done in your life.
Day 24 → Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
Day 25 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27 → What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself

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8 responses to this post.

  1. Posted by Matthew on October 26, 2010 at 18:55

    If there’s one thing I’ve learned in my (not so) short time on earth is that there is no point hanging around people who upset you. I have NO time for people like that, I’m glad your new friends make you happy. 🙂

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